Well, here's the deal. Saturday at "fun day" we paid $5 for this terrible lunch buffet. I am picky. There were tons of various salads that I don't even know the name of (think green noodle salads and salads consisting of meat, mayo, apples, and grapes). I put ritz crackers, chicken salad and banana nut bread on my plate. I only ate the chicken from the chicken salad...I didn't think I wanted to try the other mystery ingredients.
My TOPS "friends" from my chapter were sitting at the table with me. I made a comment about how I wasn't getting my $5 worth. They said "you don't like honeydew? you don't like strawberries? you don't like pasta salad? ....and on and on"
Then the comment came:
"YOU WILL NEVER BE THE QUEEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE THESE THINGS".
That was very hurtful, but I know they are wrong.
To top it all off, the little bit of food that I did eat made me sick and I was sick for about a day and a half. yuck.
I went to TOPS on Tuesday and had a 2 pound gain--- 309.5---- *sigh*. That was not very good.
So, I have been down in the dumps and having a hard time getting motivated.
Last night I made a meal plan for today:
B: oatmeal, eggs, toast
Sn: McD's ice cream
L: frozen pizza and corn
Sn: 1/2 cup orange sherbet
S: 2 microwaved burritos
Sn:1/2 cup sherbet and 2 pb crackers
total of 1900 cals
Lets hope I stick to it. My stickiness has been lacking lately.
I'm sorry I am behind on reading your blog posts....I will try to catch up soon!