Tuesday, January 31, 2012
*disclaimer* This post may make some people say "yuck!". Don't say you haven't been warned!
This past weekend, I was gifted with a trip to the Homeschool Mom's Winter Summit. IT WAS A BLAST.
To top it all off, they were out of regular rooms so they gave me the king size jacuzzi suite for the regular room price! cha ching!
Anyway.....I laid back in the jacuzzi and washed my hair (this jacuzzi was HUGE. I'm 6 feet tall and I could lie down!) and I realized just how much fat floats. I held my floating stomach in my hands and realized that it was all fat.... I realized the blob that will be missing when I am at my goal weight. And then I reached to the sides of the blob and felt my pelvic bones. I thought "wow. That's the REAL me. There's a small me under this blob of fat."
It sounds corny, I know. But I think this was the first time I felt my pelvic bones. I normally can't feel them.
I'm working daily to remove the blob. The skinny me is longing to be revealed :)
(p.s. I hit the 270's today :)